Have you ever.....

Have you ever trying to seek for a true love? Have you ever feel lonely and wanna get boyfriend ? Have you want to have as much friends as you can? Have you ever fail an exam and wanna share that feeling with someone ? Have you ever come up in your mind that that someone is your family members? Have you ever................... I've never ..........and feel so regret now ............ Okay!today well not exactly today it's actually this week week.I'd face a hard time with school and stuffs!!! I'm so busy and depress with my school projects and also one thing that I have never wish to worry or feel so stressful about.It's about failing on the exam!! yes I'm failing the exam :...( I fail fail fail..SO SAD !! ...lots of people didn't believe that...why?why? why ? no one is expert in everything.Seriously! I'm telling you..........not because I'm not try but It's not what I'm good at...So people ! could you please stop staring at me and asking me all those question..I'm so weak and so not ready to face anyone.Just wanna cry so hard...Suddenly I'm thinking to share this with someone instead of keeping it with myself and get crazy.So I decided to called my sister and telling her every difficulty that I've faced.She not saying much about it beside telling me to be strong and get ready for the new thing.......I'm feeling better after talked to her......I try to relax by watching movie and do the stuff I like and feeling much more better now...but one more sweet thing happens....Guest what??? I sign in my email and got new message that my friend had mention my name on tweeter.I click ! then my tears are falling from both of my eyes ,when I see the message that my sister wrote.Well,it's a song that has a very meaningful message saying that"I'll be here,cheering you up.No matter how hard things you've face.Just to let you know I'll always be here for you" .....To be honest,I've never love or ever think to listen to this song but seriously" this is the right thing at he right time " like someone used to say!..So now on, my eyes are all open up real big and realize that what I've always seeking for is actually always here beside me.You family is always the best!Don't try to find what you don't have but stop and look around and appreciated what you have.It's the most precious thing in your life.Do something that make them proud about you!  Thanks God for always giving me the best....Allahumdulilah....Mashaalllah.....................