what a lonely feeling!

I'm now far away from home.Sometime I'm feeling home sick but not so much cos somehow I can contact back home whenever I want.This New year is so lonely ! while others went back home to celebrate it with their family or went for a vacation.I'm here all alone.... when that feeling pass by I hope to have some one here and understand but no body does.I know I know!! I'm not that important enough but wait ..who are those people who call me everyday just to check what's going on with me.Sometime there is no conversation to talk just call and hear if I'm ok.Yeah! there are my family :D I'm crying I happy and I'm overwhelming to have such a wonderful family who are always here with me no matter when.Lots of time that I got hurt by some people around me I'm trying to find some pill to heal that feeling.Never be able to find one ..but always realize that all I want is all I have ...It's my family!!!! now,the most important thing that I'm going to do , really have to do is that ..do my best! try hard and be a better me for my family.Thanks them with my success.I 'll try!! I'm trying and here I am ..-->>>     ME        ,<<,<<---